Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Jodoh

A few days ago my mind was bugged by this topic, Jodoh. Not to mention my mom is bugging me as well about this. Truthfully, i cannot say anything about it. Who will I be with, I cannot tell. I leave it all to Allah SWT.

I also have been really frustrated this few days over several things that is related to this issue/topic. I pray to Allah SWT to give me some clue, give me a peace of mind and strength for me to carry on. I 'Google'ed up about this issue and I came upon a very interesting article at a blog by Che Ahmad. The source is from iLuvIslam.

Please do take some time to read it if you are not sure about your jodoh or like me, thinking & wondering about it.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

My heart...

My heart aches so much...!!
It feels like my world has collapse... Time like this I really need a shoulder to cry own, some words of advice and some comfort. But i feel that nobody can give me what I need at this moment. I feel that no one can understand me. Owh...heartache, please go away.

I strongly wanted to be happy but it is difficult. I have no idea what I can do and I really clueless...

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Dugaan... (A long post)

Berhari-hari duduk di rumah kebosanan tak teringat pun nak update blog, padahal banyak benda yang nak dimuatkan dalam blog yang tak seberapa ni...

Minggu ni sangat la disaster. Well, that's a bit exaggerating.. Skit disaster la. A day before Aidiladha ntah kenapa perut ni meragam2.. Balik dari Sungkai, malam tu memang tak dapat tidur. Muntah2 sepanjang malam sampai terpaksa kejut Mama sebab da tak larat sangat. Mama bangun dan tolong sapukan ubat dan tido sebelah sepanjang malam. Mama juga la yang bangun setiap kali aku bangun muntah.. Thanks Mama, I love you... Pagi tu masih lagi muntah walaupun da makan ubat tahan muntah. Last2 Mama suruh Babah bawa pi klinik sebab everything that went into my mouth just came back out. Food, water.... 

Da pi klinik & dapat injection nampak macam da kurang skit but still perut ni tak berapa nak baik, tak lalu makan. Semua makanan nampak 'kalau makan mesti muntah balik'. In the end, tak makan ape2. Mlm 2, temperature badan naik tanpa disangka2. Panas sgt kata Mama. But the thing was I didn't feel anything coz my stomach was in a worst pain. Huhu...

Esok paginya, ingatkan perut ni da ok la. Rupanya tidak.... Selera tiada, makan pun muntah... Hanya boleh minum Milo je untuk isi perut sebab memang tak lalu nak makan. Kesian Mama... Tak dapat nak tolong masak untuk Aidiladha. Mujur ade Kak Intan (maid) tolong. Kalau tak.....

Untuk dua hari tu, memang tak berenggang dengan comforter, stokin, sweater... Tgh2 panas pun boleh pakai benda2 tu. Huuuu~~~ Hari ketiga ada improvemnet skit. tp badan masih lemah sebab tak makan. Takde selera. Kesiannye saya...

In the end, tak dapat balik Sungkai sebab I'm too weak to drive back. Bile p Klinik Kesihatan, doktor bagi MC 4hr. (WHAAATTT??!! SERIOUSLYYY??!! FOR REALLLL??!!) This is because I had to undergo a few tests to determine what kind of disease I have... My oh my....

Well, thats basically what's my week has been about. I still have to go through 2 tests. What I have missed this week------
1) Eating delicious Aidiladha delicacies - Nasi Impit, Kuah kacang, rendang ayam, begedil, sup daging korban
2) Pencerapan tahunan
3) School Trip to Gambang & Terengganu
4) Banyak kerja bertangguh...... :'(

Tapi nak buat macam mana kan.... Mungkin ada hikmahnya, Insya'allah. We must always think positive, right? :-)

A smiling star to brighten up my night... ^_^

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